A confession

You may think I am straying out of the niches of my blog. Don't worry I am not. This post is just just about a little confession that is entertaining( I think). I wrote it and poured down all my feelings into it. Whenever I have an intense emotion, I write.

Let's read now, shan't we?

 

Dear boy,

You and I have a deep history. You loved me and I loved you too, I still do. You made decisions that let us be apart. You and I are different people. You and I were special together. We were fine and happy till we had misunderstanding get the best of our relationship. I love you but we cannot be together, just because.

You say you love someone else. You say you want her. You say you found your girl. You let her be your world and you let me go. You always talked about yourself. You said and did what you thought was right for yourself; only for yourself. You always talked and argued about things that were unfair to you.All you did was complain about what was done wrong to you.

You surely did let me go. You let her inside your heart. You let her be a part of you. You left me aside the road. You gladly followed the way she led you. You were happy with me but, now you say you’re happier with her. You say and do things that hurt me. Now, you finally let me go; when you showed me how grateful you are to have her.

Now, I am thinking to myself. I will love myself. I will always be grateful for what I have. I will always be brave enough to accept the truth. I will raise my head when I walk. I will be fearless. I will always be fine and strong. I will be good to everyone. I will always be a friend to those who are lonely like I was once.

Finally, I let you go. Finally I removed you from myself. Time will heal me. Now, I realize how much I love myself than I did to you. My love is greater for my dreams, my passion and my creativity. I love dreaming; I’m a dreamer but I got my legs pinned down to earth so that I won’t float around, losing my conscience of the real world. I might enjoy the illusion but soon, enough it will all come to real and I wouldn’t need to dream anymore. I know, my life will be as I will make it.

The universe wants to give me so much I know. If I could just let it in. To let it in, slow down. To let it in, relax. To let it in, unwind. To let it in, be calm. To let it in, let go. I am now letting it in by letting you go, Darling. I am happy.

Your Girl.

Thank you for reading till the end! Cheers!